This is an old answer that i made for an anon, but it’s exactly what i’m feeling for this beautiful, wonderful man.

‘Okay, that’s really hard to exlpain.. Honesty it’s hard to explain what i feel. But i try. First of all when i saw him for the first time, he was only 17 and a half years old. He was a young boy, a teenager. He had make-up on all his beautiful face, black nails and just the eyebrow and tongue piercings. This was in 2007 precisely. I remember that i was fascinated from his eyes and his wonderful voice. After a while i noticed that all my feelings were growing up exponentially and i couldn’t stop them in any way. I fell in love with him, not with his haircut or nails or something else, i just fell in love with Bill, and not the singer of Tokio Hotel. It’s the same, when you see a beautiful boy walking in the street.. you stare amazed, and then you want to know him. You want him, just him. Now, he’s 22.. 23 this year. He’s grown up a lot, he’s not the beautiful teenager that i used to love few years ago. Now he’s a man, a wonderful blonde man, that i love more than everything else. He can do nothing, to make me stop loving him. I just love him, because he saved me and i understend in 2007 that he was the only thing that i need. And if i look back, i see an amazing boy who cannot find himself and try to change a lot, because he loves changes and yeah, he grows up like every boy. So.. it’s hard to explain, but.. ja, i’m in love with Bill, with what he has inside, his sweetness, tenderness and so on. I’m in love with his beautiful voice and nothing could make me change my mind. I just love him.’